LOVE! , Love brings us happiness and they even brings us sadness. Love is something miracle . Love is also blindness. Love hurts,Love even heels . From my point of view , I see love forever hurts the ones who always sacrifice the most . The more you love the more pain you gain . I'm the kind of girl who always wanted to have a perfect life and a perfect relationship , But i know it ain't gonna happen. Cause , Nothing is Perfect . OR in an other word i call it Imperfection .

Today i finally know that , in this world you can't really find a perfect guy . From my friends i see, Boyf cheated on them , Flirting the others, Not telling the truth ... This is just so scary ,  I don't want to cry like how my friends cry for their love ones .i know not every guys in this world lies or even do stuff that's brainless, But still its hard to find a guy who really loves you more then you do .   I love to love . but not in this way , Not by the crying or worrying way.  The word love strikes fare to people .

If you're meant to be , you will always be .God knows who's perfect for you , Its just the timing haven't come yet . FADE leads us the way to your loves one .

Meet my Idol

Elecoldxhot <3

TaeYang, Look at his body .So fucking muscler !

Dancologist 

 Dancologist Posing .

4 4 4 4 4 minute :D

 IU and Wooyoung. I want to sing like her .

Saturday :D

Well it's Saturday , as usual, I'm always excited to go to my studio for dance lesson . 

As always , i always look forward to what am i gonna learn today .

I love to dance , But i'm not officially a dancer . 

I love to sing , but not officially a singer . 

I want to be a great dancer, i want to dance wit my idol #elecoldxhot .

I want to be as awesome as them . 

But this is kind of hard . 

So i went singberry wit the girls today , And i saw someone . HAHAHA Birthday girl  huh.  I saw Xinyi.

Although we don't know each other well but still i know her . 

HAHAH . We said  hi and Sit . I forgotten to wish her Happy Birthday in face . HAHA

So i did it on facebook . 

I had so much food today ,I have no idea what's wrong wit me . 

HAHAHAHHA. maybe its my mood. I'm kind of happy today

Unbelievable , Someone find me today and we almost chat the whole day . Well this is not the reason 

that i get happy . The reason i get happy was , hmmmmm, cause i got to dance and learn new things. 

I had,Strawberry cocktail , Chocolate cake wit vanila ice-cream,Laksa,and sandwish . 

Can you actually believe that i ate this much ?

YUP! you should , cause i really did ate this much today .

Well , everything i do is related to my mood, Such as, Songs that i post , Quotes that i post, Picture that i post , Or even blog post .Everything just go by my mood .

i don't like to get moody , I want life to be awesome ,

no matter how hard life is , I still want to make me easy !

I live for who i am , I want to be a great dancer , I want a guy who loves me more then i do . 

I don't want wars , make peace wit everyone . 

Enjoy my life .

I can live witout love , But i can't live without friends . 

I get hurt once, I don't wish to get hurt again . 

C stands for Cindy

So last night , i wanted to upload this picture but the line end up lagging like shit . Wellll, I post it today <3

This awesome song has a wonderful awesome story line . 

Read the Lyric . 

Its just awesome :D

Wish list :D

Don't promise a girl without thinking . You will end up like this . but you break your promise, you're so in DEEP SHIT! LOL . this is what my dad promised me ....

 DKNY Perfume . 

A green Converse . 

Victoria Secret's Perfume 

And i want an empty room to keep my shoes . When a girl get moody , 

all she ever want to do is shop for SHOES.

I always had a strange feeling that you might change , your attitude is fake . If you really are , Before i step deeper , i try to get over it . I'm like playing on fire .

Its dangerous, i knew it .  but still wants to take the risk . 

I know its stupid ,i knew it. but still willing to be . 

god made Stupid human . 

Quotes for the day . 

wanna watch my video ?

I was in the middle then to the most right . Its kinda dark but if you paid attention on me  you can actually see what am i doing <3

Two solo part <3 Try to catch me .

Love song

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

(Chorus)
I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

Chorus

I just want to hold you (2x)
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight

Chorus (2x)

You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero

29 julai .

 No matter what happens, I will not cry . 

Everything will be right inside the heart . 

But if one day you saw me in tears , 

Don't ask why , Just walk straight to me ,

and give me a hug.  

 Night world .
Dedicate this song to no one .

  Enjoy <3

 Do you know how awesome is this ? I swear i'm gonna go for this <3

There goes my pretty ankle :(

After showing this to my dad. He claped his hand and say congrats to me . 

How hurt full ? :(((

27 Julai

Suet Lee, 'Gong Hei Lei ah ' At last she accepted you . Happy couple ♥. Wish you and her can last very long :D Awwww. how sweet could it be ? i love you  ♥.

 Let's get back to work , Well, school is kinda boring today . Nothing special . I slept for an hour in class today . It's like wasting of time . I'm so tired ... Everyone will go through friendship's problem right ?I guess  I'm still immature . I don;t want to go through problems. I don't even want to face the fact . Problem always make me go emo . And hell yeah! the world knows i hate to be emo . I always wanted to have a perfect life . No war no enemany. But Fuck ! Who knows. there is this girl from my school . I've no iead what she wants .  No matter what i do her eyes is like staring at me . Everytime i walked pass her class. My friends looked into the class and then they say 'Shu Yan , Kuai Guat Lei Ah ' Tired of all this , What's the problem wit you ? I really wish to walk straight to you and ask is there a problem wit your eyes ?. .. I'm always surrounded by fakes . I can't identify which is real and which is fake . Yeah . Life's a Bitch . Life ain't easy . People might treat you as a friend in this minute , and end up back stabbing you in the next minute. This is the process of growing up right ? I'm trying to accept the fact, but still i failed .

Lam En Xi , form today onwards , You're my girlfriend . No one is gonna hurt you like wheat he did to you . You're not gonna fade a tear . I'll accompany you till you found your Prince  . Don't sad kay ? Darling here <3

SHIT ! Tomorrow 's THURDAY ???? God Damnnnn!!!!!!! Its thursday . I don;t dare to go tuition . :( HAHAHAHAH. ' ngor hou gang ah ' Luckly i skip school tomorrow  . I can sleep longer and finish up my homework <3 YAY !!!!! " mm gang mm gang "


There is this three random guy , came into my life randomly , they mess up my world and then they leave my in a sudden . I swear there's no MR 4!!! HEART ain't made out of metal,can't handle too much pain .


Its late , Should be stopping . I know you love , i know you care . Nite world. ILYYYYY :D

26 julai .

Hey,This is my new blog . I've officially forgotten the previous blog's passwords. So i decided to reopen a new one . Its been months i've not been blogging. So yeah, This is a just a simple intro .So i'll talk to you later <3 You know you love me . Nite world.