So yea , I'm kind of unhappy , HAHAH . But still I'm laughing . No matter how sad am i or how hard it is. , I can still manage to smile . I smile to the whole world  . This few days its going to be an hectic day . Training , perform , video recording . Puff,  All i need now is just a hug , form anyone . I don't care who are you , just give me a hug , Stressful . days like this is actually good . I keep myself busy just to stay away from the world and people . I'll always think of stupid stuff when i'm alone . I like to be alone , but not in the thinking stuff wayy. Makes me even more stressful and painful . I can't trust love , i tried so hard but at last it still breaks my heart . My heart couldn't handle too much pain . I choose not to trust . Until i meet a guy who's trutly worth the trust ....