Today, its Friday. I call it freaky Friday . LOL Don't ask me why cause i don't know why either. HAHA. it feels like i have so much to talk about but at the end , i end up talking nothing . as usual , i sign in and totally have nothing to talk about. I'm such a loser in blogging . I'm working on it . trying to blog everyday , Keeping in touch but i always seems to fail . LOL So let's start from today . So, i went shopping wit my besties. LOL Gee Gee and Swem Swem . LOL we chatted to many things today , LOL if you're reading this , *blink an eye* Don't put it in your heart love, Don't judge , you should be happy for ppl gossiping you , that show that you're popular enough for them to gossip . LOL Anyways, skip.


I actually kind of tired, I want to go to bed , but this blog post seems so short , Somethings wrong wit my writing . ARGH ! Sorry guys , I want to stay away from everyone . I'll head to bed now . Good Night  .

XOXO
Cindy Crawford ,

I am a tough girl , who can live without boys and love .

I know it's late , but who cares, at least i manage to blog now , in the middle of the night . So , today , was one hectic day , many things happened . Can you believe that i actually cry about like few hours ago ? HAHHAHA can't believe right ? Hmm. you should be thinkin that , *hey ,i tot you're tough . how can you be crying ? HAHAH anyway . let's get into today topic.

So , where should i start ? Erm, i felt bad for my sister , but I'm not planing to tell her what had happened . Its my wrong , I shouldn't had trusted people so easily , I might take thing too easy . Thinkin' that trust is a small word . Well, today , I've learn my lesson . there are many types of ppl in this world . there are true friend , fake friends, all types of friends. true friends is who you can really trust and relay on . fake friends are the ones who always back stab you betrays you . I got betrayed today , To you it may sounds fun , to me its a hard time of my life , But its good. Cause , this makes me even stronger , mind get wider , get more mature , or even ready to face the world . LIFE was never easy , ups and downs, The truth is . you will never know what;s going to happened tomorrow , Life is a crazy ride and nothing is guaranteed .

I would like to thanks to my dad, mom and aunt poh :D. Thanks for having a talk wit me , I really appreciate it . thank you dad for making me smile when i was crying. LOL its been so long i've not cry infront of you . cause today i'm deeply hurt . im sorry that i break down infront of you. Thanks mom for teaching me to be strong and not to trust ppl so easily . Life isn't easy . got to crow up and face the world .

XOXO
Cindy Crawford

Few days, I've not been here. I'm kinda busy lately , So I've decided to quit Facebook a for lil  . I better concentrate more on twitter and my blog . Blogging more about my life is better then reading useless statues .
So yeah ! Today , I'm kinda not in the mood . My friend got cheated , I hate boys who can't be true to your own girlf . You should seriously respect her . You can flirt when you're single , but when you're not , Please Keep you mind clear. Stop being a flirt ass , flirting around the world.

I, just want to stay away from the world . I don't want to talk about love anymore , I'm tired getting hurt . I'm strong enough to be on my own now . Cause , girls must be independence . There's no such things as can't live without . Always look forward , Life's too short for you look back and it's not going to wait for you . Let it past , Party hard, Study hard , Is all we need to do now . Don't waste you're time on a person who's not even worth your smile . Always be happy even if its the end of the world . You can still die wit you friends. instead of dying wit a jerk. Life's always awesome , Its how you gonna make it even awesome and fabulous . Even though life is hard , you still need to do your best to make it easy .

So lately , I'm kind of obsess in You Raise Me Up , Felt warm every time i listen to this song , It Just gave me like a warm hug , I have no idea. Maybe its the reason Westlife sings them so i feel so insecure ? HAHAHAh this is totally weird. HAHAAH Anyway . I love WESTLIFE.  Isn't they awesome? Ever since i was small i started listening to their songs. I'm a hug fans of them . This coming 4 of Oct , they coming to Malaysia for concert, this is a good opportunity  for me to meet them . I really feel like going , but i can't anyone to go wit me . I'll try my best to go . I really want to meet them . more then elecoldxhot . Cause you won't know how must WESTLIFE mean to me . From a small kid till a 16 year old girl who's still listening to their songs without feeling bored . They just AWESOME . Aren't they ?


After blogging about those random craps, I'm back to blog about beauty product , So mainly , I'm on diet still , my dad bought me some organic foods , like Honey tomatoes , salad . I might go for organic chips soon , or many some organic drink ? HAHAH Still have no idea. LOL. So last Sunday , which means yestesday , I went shopping wit my dad again . Finally , I got my new make up brushes . to you guys it might be kind of lame .but to me , i enjoy using them . :D. LOL then i've got a Shimmer highlight . HAHAHAH Only make up girls will know what am i talking about . LOL. Thanks to my dad again for buying me such expensive stuff  . I love my dad.

I've looking forward about the Taiwan trip wit my family and the Genting trip wit the dancers.Seriously can't wait  . Well i guess i should stop here , its going to be long if i continue blogging. LOL. so i guess i see you guys soon ? XOXO. Loves!

Its late now , i should be sleeping , but i'm still up blogging. LOL. I slept for four hours this afternoon . Now i just can;t go to bed , my stomach is not doing good today , not really feeling very good today . I skip-ed parade today , cause i dont want to see him at parade today , it doesn't mean i still care about him , sometimes you wont know feeling comes and goes . I don't like to be alone , it makes me think of him . I prefer to be busy . I wanna work as a dancer . Earn money and make time more useful , I probably will be working during the holidays . Spend most of the time wit the Top Star's got perform , just chil a lil this year . Promise to ba hard working next year, cause , I should think about my future by now. I have no iead what to talk about right now . Ntg special really happened today . Everything is kinda normal. Well i guess i'll stop here. XOXO

My mom went to kl for shopping without me . this is insane . Well , forget about the shopping's . Im also going to enjoy the saturday wit my beloved gee gee gor <3 Eyupppp. She ! LOL Well there's no singing lesson or dance lesson this weekends , Suck yo ! Anyways , Spending Sunday wit my dad, going shopping wit him :D

My dad is the perfect man is this whole entire world . Like seriously , there's not a guy who's like my father who can give me everything i wanted . I'm an active girl , outgoing, love to play around , can't do window shopping , need to buy stuff everytime she goes out . She can;t control her temper give fart face to her father when she felt annoyed . But till her father love her as usual . Can you ever find a guy like this ? There's no man out there is like my dad could hardly give what thier daughters asked for . they might gave them the love and stuff , but showing them faces might be too over . Im lucky .

Well i should be sleeping right now , my dad should be probably yell at me if he saw me blogging late at night . I'm sick , i mean, period . I can't walk eat or drink . LORD ! damn suffer man . when is it going to end ? its going to follow me for the rest of my life . :(should head to bed now . Good night world . :D. XOXO


Actuallu i dont even know what am i blogging today . LOL

21 Sept

No one ever gets tired of loving. They just get tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry and hurting.

 Qoutes for the day .

Nite world. I'll continue if there's time . <3

XOXO

LONG BLOG TO GO !

 Updates
So, I'm here now, Wanted to blog for a long time . but every time i long in , I don't even know where to starts , Up and downs, Getting really sick of everything . What's up wit everyone . I'm doing pretty fine .This is going to be long and late .  He's totally outta of my mind . I'm so Proud of myself . Finally I've got his dick out of my life. Ain't its AWESOME ? Continue my AWESOME life wit my girls . Well life is much better without him in my life. Got rid of him, I look way more happy and enjoy. So Yeah ! Back of BOY ! Now ! I don't care who the hell you flirt . Which girl you felt that's pretty , I wouldn't give a fucking damn about it BOY ! You should seriously grow up and start thinkin, how many girls you've hurt and you should start texting them and apologize to the girls that you've hurt-ed before . And to the girl you're flirting right now . I've only one word to tell you . BE SMART ! What he's tells you now , Is want he told me first . So , you got me ? Doesn't want to see any girls get hurt anymore . Cause . WHO RUN THE WORLD ? *GIRLS DID!

Stuff that i wanted
I seriously like the blog post on top . isn't it awesome ? LOL. well, i was kind of busy lately , busy practicing , OH ! I'm having diet . LOL I need to seriously keep fit and get back my body . I dont care how hard it takes , still, No having any food from now on . LOLOL.Hmmmm, I only started to blog like for only 3 minutes , and i've got nothing to talk about now. I'm a total loser . LOL. Hmmmm, I wanted to get some new make up brushes , Hmmmm, some professional brushes , cause you will never know when you're gonna need them . This is what a beauty girl need to have . be prepare , cause beauty girl loves make up , beauty , and fashion. LOL.

I feel like changing blog layout , Its kinda boring now . Errrr. I'll change it asap . HAHAHAH i need time to change and design my layout . HAHAHA . Something just splash into my mind was , I need to stock up more make ups . HAHAHAh i want to get hightlight for the checks, Blush , liquid eyeliners, beauty product , as i said . this is what a beauty girl needs. LOL.


Make Up and  Fashion
Now its fall time, yupp , i dress in fall , What i'm loving during fall time ? there's so much then i couldn't even count .I started wearing dress like the summer times , well although summer is over but to my county it doesn't matter , cause there's always summer , but the weather do change a lil bit , yeah , so i'm loving those . and Denim Shorts , Its trending lately , even during fall time everyone still wears them and pair them wit a boots , and they look great . The naked plate from uben decay ,

Well i should stop here  . I can't think anything to talk about anymore. HAHAH my brain isn't working . HAAHAHAh  . Welll, good night world . I'll try to update everyday so it wont look empty :D. Sugar dreams.

Don't missunderstood , He's not my boyf . HE;s my EX , and now he's my BFF, My best friend forever <3
I love him as a friend , He's a great friend , and girls get to be wit him she's the luckiest girl in the whole entire world :D

Its 5 sept .

LOL. its been how many days I have not came up here to blog . I seriously miss you bloggie <3 . LOL . so i went clubbing last Saturday wit the k-box top 20 . Its the best day ever . LOL . I dance the whole night without stopping ,Luckily there is this girl and guy who acc me dance . most of the ppl drunk ., tired , leg pain.Can't even acc me . LOL . How great if  he's here and he's the one who ass me dance . :( Makes me think of him again . I don't need to know the whole story , I just want to know am i the girl you always mention ? I'm satisfied . was asking my friends , do i look stupid for doing stuff like this ? seriously i felt very fucking stupid . you known the whole story . you will be saying , girl why are you so stupid ? :(