Its late now , i should be sleeping , but i'm still up blogging. LOL. I slept for four hours this afternoon . Now i just can;t go to bed , my stomach is not doing good today , not really feeling very good today . I skip-ed parade today , cause i dont want to see him at parade today , it doesn't mean i still care about him , sometimes you wont know feeling comes and goes . I don't like to be alone , it makes me think of him . I prefer to be busy . I wanna work as a dancer . Earn money and make time more useful , I probably will be working during the holidays . Spend most of the time wit the Top Star's got perform , just chil a lil this year . Promise to ba hard working next year, cause , I should think about my future by now. I have no iead what to talk about right now . Ntg special really happened today . Everything is kinda normal. Well i guess i'll stop here. XOXO