Today, its Friday. I call it freaky Friday . LOL Don't ask me why cause i don't know why either. HAHA. it feels like i have so much to talk about but at the end , i end up talking nothing . as usual , i sign in and totally have nothing to talk about. I'm such a loser in blogging . I'm working on it . trying to blog everyday , Keeping in touch but i always seems to fail . LOL So let's start from today . So, i went shopping wit my besties. LOL Gee Gee and Swem Swem . LOL we chatted to many things today , LOL if you're reading this , *blink an eye* Don't put it in your heart love, Don't judge , you should be happy for ppl gossiping you , that show that you're popular enough for them to gossip . LOL Anyways, skip.


I actually kind of tired, I want to go to bed , but this blog post seems so short , Somethings wrong wit my writing . ARGH ! Sorry guys , I want to stay away from everyone . I'll head to bed now . Good Night  .

XOXO
Cindy Crawford ,

I am a tough girl , who can live without boys and love .

I know it's late , but who cares, at least i manage to blog now , in the middle of the night . So , today , was one hectic day , many things happened . Can you believe that i actually cry about like few hours ago ? HAHHAHA can't believe right ? Hmm. you should be thinkin that , *hey ,i tot you're tough . how can you be crying ? HAHAH anyway . let's get into today topic.

So , where should i start ? Erm, i felt bad for my sister , but I'm not planing to tell her what had happened . Its my wrong , I shouldn't had trusted people so easily , I might take thing too easy . Thinkin' that trust is a small word . Well, today , I've learn my lesson . there are many types of ppl in this world . there are true friend , fake friends, all types of friends. true friends is who you can really trust and relay on . fake friends are the ones who always back stab you betrays you . I got betrayed today , To you it may sounds fun , to me its a hard time of my life , But its good. Cause , this makes me even stronger , mind get wider , get more mature , or even ready to face the world . LIFE was never easy , ups and downs, The truth is . you will never know what;s going to happened tomorrow , Life is a crazy ride and nothing is guaranteed .

I would like to thanks to my dad, mom and aunt poh :D. Thanks for having a talk wit me , I really appreciate it . thank you dad for making me smile when i was crying. LOL its been so long i've not cry infront of you . cause today i'm deeply hurt . im sorry that i break down infront of you. Thanks mom for teaching me to be strong and not to trust ppl so easily . Life isn't easy . got to crow up and face the world .

XOXO
Cindy Crawford

Few days, I've not been here. I'm kinda busy lately , So I've decided to quit Facebook a for lil  . I better concentrate more on twitter and my blog . Blogging more about my life is better then reading useless statues .
So yeah ! Today , I'm kinda not in the mood . My friend got cheated , I hate boys who can't be true to your own girlf . You should seriously respect her . You can flirt when you're single , but when you're not , Please Keep you mind clear. Stop being a flirt ass , flirting around the world.

I, just want to stay away from the world . I don't want to talk about love anymore , I'm tired getting hurt . I'm strong enough to be on my own now . Cause , girls must be independence . There's no such things as can't live without . Always look forward , Life's too short for you look back and it's not going to wait for you . Let it past , Party hard, Study hard , Is all we need to do now . Don't waste you're time on a person who's not even worth your smile . Always be happy even if its the end of the world . You can still die wit you friends. instead of dying wit a jerk. Life's always awesome , Its how you gonna make it even awesome and fabulous . Even though life is hard , you still need to do your best to make it easy .

So lately , I'm kind of obsess in You Raise Me Up , Felt warm every time i listen to this song , It Just gave me like a warm hug , I have no idea. Maybe its the reason Westlife sings them so i feel so insecure ? HAHAHAh this is totally weird. HAHAAH Anyway . I love WESTLIFE.  Isn't they awesome? Ever since i was small i started listening to their songs. I'm a hug fans of them . This coming 4 of Oct , they coming to Malaysia for concert, this is a good opportunity  for me to meet them . I really feel like going , but i can't anyone to go wit me . I'll try my best to go . I really want to meet them . more then elecoldxhot . Cause you won't know how must WESTLIFE mean to me . From a small kid till a 16 year old girl who's still listening to their songs without feeling bored . They just AWESOME . Aren't they ?


After blogging about those random craps, I'm back to blog about beauty product , So mainly , I'm on diet still , my dad bought me some organic foods , like Honey tomatoes , salad . I might go for organic chips soon , or many some organic drink ? HAHAH Still have no idea. LOL. So last Sunday , which means yestesday , I went shopping wit my dad again . Finally , I got my new make up brushes . to you guys it might be kind of lame .but to me , i enjoy using them . :D. LOL then i've got a Shimmer highlight . HAHAHAH Only make up girls will know what am i talking about . LOL. Thanks to my dad again for buying me such expensive stuff  . I love my dad.

I've looking forward about the Taiwan trip wit my family and the Genting trip wit the dancers.Seriously can't wait  . Well i guess i should stop here , its going to be long if i continue blogging. LOL. so i guess i see you guys soon ? XOXO. Loves!

Its late now , i should be sleeping , but i'm still up blogging. LOL. I slept for four hours this afternoon . Now i just can;t go to bed , my stomach is not doing good today , not really feeling very good today . I skip-ed parade today , cause i dont want to see him at parade today , it doesn't mean i still care about him , sometimes you wont know feeling comes and goes . I don't like to be alone , it makes me think of him . I prefer to be busy . I wanna work as a dancer . Earn money and make time more useful , I probably will be working during the holidays . Spend most of the time wit the Top Star's got perform , just chil a lil this year . Promise to ba hard working next year, cause , I should think about my future by now. I have no iead what to talk about right now . Ntg special really happened today . Everything is kinda normal. Well i guess i'll stop here. XOXO

My mom went to kl for shopping without me . this is insane . Well , forget about the shopping's . Im also going to enjoy the saturday wit my beloved gee gee gor <3 Eyupppp. She ! LOL Well there's no singing lesson or dance lesson this weekends , Suck yo ! Anyways , Spending Sunday wit my dad, going shopping wit him :D

My dad is the perfect man is this whole entire world . Like seriously , there's not a guy who's like my father who can give me everything i wanted . I'm an active girl , outgoing, love to play around , can't do window shopping , need to buy stuff everytime she goes out . She can;t control her temper give fart face to her father when she felt annoyed . But till her father love her as usual . Can you ever find a guy like this ? There's no man out there is like my dad could hardly give what thier daughters asked for . they might gave them the love and stuff , but showing them faces might be too over . Im lucky .

Well i should be sleeping right now , my dad should be probably yell at me if he saw me blogging late at night . I'm sick , i mean, period . I can't walk eat or drink . LORD ! damn suffer man . when is it going to end ? its going to follow me for the rest of my life . :(should head to bed now . Good night world . :D. XOXO


Actuallu i dont even know what am i blogging today . LOL